One day I ended up feeling like I was dying in front of either a chemical factory, a nuclear reactor, or a hydrogen fusion testing ground somewhere on my trek. I ended up having to drain my back and having to hold fish posture for a long time... It felt like 3 days or 3 hours, I don't know. I did some qigong forms for a long time too, and I could swear Brian Greene walked by me, with a friend. As I walked up, I did my candle meditation from a Diane Stein book, only while walking.
Something happened, the fire went blue, I'm not sure what it meant. It could have been a nuclear silo. When I drained my back, I felt a lot of negative energy and spirits drain out of me.

I got stuck on the trip at Elm St. looking for a Perry Ln. in Westphallia. I'm not quite sure if the town was a ghost town or not, because it seemed so desolate, they said there was no gas station.
I saw a huge flock of birds flow onto a power line and then go off. One died, killed itself. The others wanted to, but the pain was too bad I think. I ended up exhausted in front of a hospital looking for Perry Ln. off another Elm St. But... I ended up trying to drain my head, my nose at first, someone called the police on me, the family from Westphallia found me, and my parents drove me home. I had called them for either bus fare or motel fare as I was walking because I felt like I was dying, but it's such a waste because the point of walking was to try and pave a walking trend to counteract global warming. Now, I stopped into a hospital to try and make a call, but the place freaked me out, the treatments and the feeling there... it feels like Western medicine is a form of soul sucking in disguise.

I moved back to Delonis, work implies your purifying something wrong you've done, more looking for a calm place to practice and kind teachers to help me.

-Liam