things I can realistically accomplish in the next few years

get yoga certified or at least spend two years (1 1/2 more) practicing yoga, get through the 108 form of wu style tai chi and be able to do it on my own then learn wu style chi gong, write out some portions of Maitreya's works and try to memorize sections, hold the mudras in my mudra book for 2, then 3, then 4 hours each. I should fall in love with someone. It is hard living in the meat and bomb economy to think of love, but I believe it is possible. Get a healthy job that harms nobody to support myself, maybe Greenpeace or sunmoon will hire me. I want to be off cars, but winter makes transportation very difficult.

headstand and shoulderstand, extend how long I can hold them.
visit India to see Jackson and possibly meet Sadguru.

the chigong and mudras will help me change my life I strongly feel. I wish I could work on an organic garden, growing food and medicinal plants.

what are your plans?

whoa!

I hugged Britten and felt the rainforest medicine within myself. I believe she may be enlightened. It was an amazing sort of experience. It was right after asking her to sign a letter to Obama('s) staff to keep corporations from cutting forests. On another occasion, I did the prep. prayers for meditation and confessed that if I was Einstein I had written a letter saying a bomb could be built according to relativity theory and immediately felt orange light between my eyebrows. It felt like Rafael or Amida, although Amida is red, (and rafael is orange). I don't have the energy on my own to hold the asanas. It will take me thousands of years perhaps. I've read pure lands are outside of space time... which is to say that I may need to go to one to feel 'quick' results of enlightenment.
I think it is impossible to hold the mudras and asanas as long as 24 hours here.

broken meat fast

There has been this piece of fish in the fridge for months along with sausages. I broke my vegetarianism which was relatively strong for a few years. It tastes good. I accept my future death despite Dagom Rinpoche declaring I have the blessings of immortality. eek, to live forever in this world isn't my wish.