wackiness

I had a dream where I had my teeth pulled out and then I grew new teeth, extra teeth. Buddha has 40 teeth, I only have 32. I had a cloth in my stomach like magicians cloth and I tried to pull it out. I couldn't pull it all out and then I cut it. I was surprisingly joyful throughout these weird experiences.

a waking life miracle that happened. I prayed to Jamyang in Ann Arbor to take a bible from my room if he could and if he cared about me. He did it. I saw him at Jewel Heart and he had the bible. I thought he would need to know the bible if he wanted to help the West better.

good experiences at church

I had a dream a while back where I was dissolving into stainglass windows at church of the saints.
I went to church with my parents and bowed to all the saints windows but certainly didn't enter into them. I took one of samantabhadra's vows, to make offerings extensively, and I felt this red light all around me. The dalai lama told me to stay within my own tradition and I was born Catholic. Two days before in church I felt this incredible energy at my third eye, so peaceful and prayed for the rainforests.

death's call

death, I hear you calling me out of the blue
you've had your fill of life, and now you're through
you'd like the deep sleep that just doesn't end
into the dark abyss do you send
like your relatives, family and friends
it's the place we go that has no end
you were just a bubble in the ocean, to the ocean you return
death I hear you calling me, like you call the shrubs and ferns
my soul is lost, my dreams are gone
death I hear you calling me, the kind of magnetism I can't escape for long

I like this poem, but don't believe death is endless.

poems I wrote today

I read in the bible you can't serve god and money
they passed the collection tray around
If you give it up, you'll pass through the needle's eye I thought
poor priest though got too fat, I wonder if he can go around

I see myself in a meatlocker
reborn an enslaved cow
heaven with ecstacy passed by me
and now in misery I drown

bedtime oddity

I had a dream where Arnold Schwarzenegger came up to me in a mall and started a conversation.