Monday, January 24, 2011
finding one
To love God is to love everyone. A gnostic text speaking from the perspective of God says, "I dwell in everyone." We have all existed forever. The forces that hold together the universe are another way of looking at god. If our ego controlled our bodies we'd be deformed and there would be a lot of problems just like it is difficult to draw a beautiful picture, yet nature provides countless beautiful pictures which is reality. When Shakyamuni predicted Shariputra he said that Shariputra would build a stupa for every buddha that he follows, a countless number of stupas. Do we really need to follow infinite buddhas to attain enlightenment? The yoga sutras have another path free of devotion to spiritual egos. One limb of that path is asana and I've read that there are over a hundred thousand asanas. To master all those asanas would be very difficult and that is just one limb. Perhaps if things only exist in relation to one another, to serve one teacher is as good as serving many because everyone is in everyone. We're all connected and if enlightenment is realizing your one with everything, seeing all buddhas in one teacher should be enough to serve all buddhas.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
quballah, archangels
I've been praying to the archangels to come under their protection and to see them. I didn't see any archangels but some mormon missionaries crossed my path. I talked with them about whether they thought the New Testament was wrong and they didn't think that. They thought all the churches should be united under God's church. I wasn't too sure about that. But that same day I went home and prayed to the archangels again and I felt the holy spirit in the base of my spine. I had never felt the holy spirit before. If it wasn't THE holy spirit it was A holy spirit. It was at the base of my spine and it was a peaceful spirit, quite blissful. I had a dream last night where I saw a book called The Kingdom of the Quballistic Cross. I'm not sure what it was about, but I learned to pray to the archangels from this book on Quballah called The Magic of Quballah. It started out by bowing down to the archangles who each had a direction and praying to come under their protection. I thought maybe each direction could be like a part of a cross and that could be the kingdom of the Quballistic cross. I don't see how it could be a kingdom yet, but it is a good thought.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Nostradamus
Here are amazing prophecies by Nostradamus who lived in the 1500's. I got the quotes from the book "Nostradamus, The Complete Prophecies," by John Hogue.
"Beasts ferocious with hunger will cross the rivers,
The greater part of the battlefield will be against Hitler.
Into a cage of iron will the great one be drawn,
When the child of Germany observes nothing."
Could Nostradamus have forseen Hitler and World War II hundreds of years before they happened?
"Liberty will not be regained,
It will be occupied by a black, proud, villainous and unjust man:
When the matter of the Pontiff is opened,
The republic of Venice [Fascist Italy}
will be vexed by Hitler"
This to me is evidence that clairvoyance exists. It is sorrowful that there was so much suffering during world war II. If we can forsee something, shouldn't we be able to stop it? If Hitler was responsible for millions of people dying, wouldn't it have been just for God to have struck him down before he was able to kill so many? If this was forseeable and preventable, blame is on all seers and gods or enlightened beings because they could have stopped it.
"Beasts ferocious with hunger will cross the rivers,
The greater part of the battlefield will be against Hitler.
Into a cage of iron will the great one be drawn,
When the child of Germany observes nothing."
Could Nostradamus have forseen Hitler and World War II hundreds of years before they happened?
"Liberty will not be regained,
It will be occupied by a black, proud, villainous and unjust man:
When the matter of the Pontiff is opened,
The republic of Venice [Fascist Italy}
will be vexed by Hitler"
This to me is evidence that clairvoyance exists. It is sorrowful that there was so much suffering during world war II. If we can forsee something, shouldn't we be able to stop it? If Hitler was responsible for millions of people dying, wouldn't it have been just for God to have struck him down before he was able to kill so many? If this was forseeable and preventable, blame is on all seers and gods or enlightened beings because they could have stopped it.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
dream journal
I was in a cave. Someone with Greenpeace said I had to eat some ice crystals. I couldn't get to them. When I tried I fell into a stream of cold water that carried me away. There was a greenpeace pamphlet with meditation as part of it. It was white and blue. I had carried a Mario video game and system. I met Josh from Collins and we were going to play.
beautiful nude women. Mowed a lawn saying I have the blessings of immortality. Algebra homework. I'm looking for a worksheet but can't find it in time. There are tents. Red ones and Black ones. I'm trying to find Jess. I find baseballs. Throw them down the hill. We're playing Monopoly. Zach puts houses on a yellow space but he doesn't own all the yellows. I get mad he's breaking the rules. Playing frisbee. Dan beats me to the disk. A bunjy jump competition where people are holding on. I keep saying its crazy.
A video game fight. One person did a slide tackle and the other person lost the slide tackle didn't stop until the guy had been hit many times and died. I was planning to write to congress about clean water and climate change. There was a pep rally and I was climbing up meditation cushions. There was a copy of the tao of jeet kune do I thought was mine.
There were all sorts of used and still smoking pot pipes in the basement. I asked Jason and he said it wasn't just me. I went to pee but it overflowed the toilet. I was at a junior college named SJC. I wen to see the tennis coach. He had a dog who would bite me. I asked if I could play for him. He asked what spot I played in high school. He asked if my brother exposed himself naked in high school.
Traveling down a river. I'm at a bookstore that has a book high up that says Burying Jesus' last tablet, Tibetan Buddhist teachings. I'm at a hospital where they teach pain and surgery will give you joy. Nobody's signed up for it. Another book was about trees.
There were wrestlers trying to throw each other out of a ring. It was a college. This big guy who looked like a son on the show Home improvement was there. Then these other martial arts. I had a bird on my fingers and he wasn't afraid of me. It was a cage bird, very small. Amanda Butterfield sent me a card. She said she could show me Harvard. The card had my face moving.
I kept going over a math problem but every time I did it would change. There was a bioneers conference. They were taking nude photos of us, me, Zach Smith, and Ruben. I had folders and stuff mixed up with someone else. Tom Hanks was Kevin Collins' neighbor. He stopped by to say hi but didn't look like him. Nick Wickstrom was there. He said when the illusions start fallling, something or other. I said are we going to do some serious training today and did a chigong move. Then I was fighting this young kid and kicking him in the groin and face as we were fighting. Something about a video game where we were fighting other countries.
Nate became a journalist. I became Nate and Natasha's baby. There were flesh eating dogs that would try and eat us.
There was a green light in the woods. We were running from someone. Doing Tai Chi with Britten. Walking up stairs with her. Shooting something with a rubber band like a slingshot. An Anime character with a sword who dodges bullets and protects another character with a sword.
Doing yoga. Esther wants a rid home with me. We end up on a bus. Walking and running down the street. Putting out music for Ujjen on a table from a box to be sold.
Playing soccer, but there's a robot involved. A girl who's not very pretty in college lifting weights. I climb high on 1 and get thrown on my face. Someone's ..... for a movie with pictures of naked girls on it. Someone in a fresh commercial. His owl ran away. There were symbols on buildings. A train stopped and Tom got on. I was supposed to follow.
The Amazon rainforest was sinking below sea level. We were afraid of being fish or birds. I was falling down from the sky. I was swimming to avoid houses the size of castles. I had been blown away from deep water. A fish lands in an old man's house and he exclaims a fish, a fucking fish. I let go of a balloon and they flew into the air. Bill Gates had a UFO. A great mythical battle.
I was talking to Fabian on the phone. I asked him if he was going to an Ivy League school and then told him about everyone I knew who was going to an Ivy League school. But he wasn't on the line anymore. I was in a hospital with a foldout table. I looked in a mirror and I had veins sticking out of my face.
Baseball. Seeing a video of me playing gameboy with others in the stands. Watching football from the stands. Garbage everywhere. People drinking alcohol.
Running with Mark, Nate, and others. Jumping over rocks and doing flips. Fighting a Jewish kid and Nick Wick shows me moves. Someone asked for more money than I have. Sitting outside a house with a red van.
Playing catch with a frisbee. Using the whole wrist. With 2 girls. I run into Sean. I have a box of books I don't want to show him. I look in my backpack and there's a move there I don't remember checking out. I buy gummy worms. I'm on the phone talking to a Megan Meyers to write down upcoming events on a post it note.
Doing physics, applying for a scholarship. A drum that looks like a tub of yogurt. Playing a football video game.
Someone asking midget twin girls to dinner. They say they don't know him. But they're saying you're my friend's uncle's doctor's... Sheela Rajdev. Dropping from a high... There's dynamite there. Someone says it's like running fast. Drills with lots of bits balls falling through. Guy with huge eyebrows.
Working at a restaurant. Doing jump kicks and punches. In a classroom auditorium. They're testing. Say geometry is calculus. A starburst wrapper inside a starburst wrapper. I'm staying at someone's house and they got health food to eat. A huge online list of environmental concers to check. Acupuncture needles mixed with spices. Playing golf, having trouble with the grip.
Sending a letter to Heather that has mango smoothie written on it.
Hoola hooping with a piece of wood. Ninja Turtles football. Writing in my dream journal in purple ink. It's wet. Dad says something mean about Seamus. At a tennis center. Carrying balls on my racket. I don't make it to a court because I can't see.
Baseball player. Football player. Playing bubble bobble with Amanda. Only they have charged shots like mega man. I ordered 3 cds and got a free shirt. Trying to visualize Jamyang. Eating popcorn and talking to my mom about marks.
I was swinging in a gym across the whole thing. I was climbing before that and wanted to find a way to fall down. Golfing, and then I went to walk through campus barefoot. I see Aaron Walker and Josh Davis at the monastery. They cooked a lot of food they call amrita. Fighting Dylan and Daniel. I get a taste. Some of it has meat. Back in Collins class with Yinchin.
beautiful nude women. Mowed a lawn saying I have the blessings of immortality. Algebra homework. I'm looking for a worksheet but can't find it in time. There are tents. Red ones and Black ones. I'm trying to find Jess. I find baseballs. Throw them down the hill. We're playing Monopoly. Zach puts houses on a yellow space but he doesn't own all the yellows. I get mad he's breaking the rules. Playing frisbee. Dan beats me to the disk. A bunjy jump competition where people are holding on. I keep saying its crazy.
A video game fight. One person did a slide tackle and the other person lost the slide tackle didn't stop until the guy had been hit many times and died. I was planning to write to congress about clean water and climate change. There was a pep rally and I was climbing up meditation cushions. There was a copy of the tao of jeet kune do I thought was mine.
There were all sorts of used and still smoking pot pipes in the basement. I asked Jason and he said it wasn't just me. I went to pee but it overflowed the toilet. I was at a junior college named SJC. I wen to see the tennis coach. He had a dog who would bite me. I asked if I could play for him. He asked what spot I played in high school. He asked if my brother exposed himself naked in high school.
Traveling down a river. I'm at a bookstore that has a book high up that says Burying Jesus' last tablet, Tibetan Buddhist teachings. I'm at a hospital where they teach pain and surgery will give you joy. Nobody's signed up for it. Another book was about trees.
There were wrestlers trying to throw each other out of a ring. It was a college. This big guy who looked like a son on the show Home improvement was there. Then these other martial arts. I had a bird on my fingers and he wasn't afraid of me. It was a cage bird, very small. Amanda Butterfield sent me a card. She said she could show me Harvard. The card had my face moving.
I kept going over a math problem but every time I did it would change. There was a bioneers conference. They were taking nude photos of us, me, Zach Smith, and Ruben. I had folders and stuff mixed up with someone else. Tom Hanks was Kevin Collins' neighbor. He stopped by to say hi but didn't look like him. Nick Wickstrom was there. He said when the illusions start fallling, something or other. I said are we going to do some serious training today and did a chigong move. Then I was fighting this young kid and kicking him in the groin and face as we were fighting. Something about a video game where we were fighting other countries.
Nate became a journalist. I became Nate and Natasha's baby. There were flesh eating dogs that would try and eat us.
There was a green light in the woods. We were running from someone. Doing Tai Chi with Britten. Walking up stairs with her. Shooting something with a rubber band like a slingshot. An Anime character with a sword who dodges bullets and protects another character with a sword.
Doing yoga. Esther wants a rid home with me. We end up on a bus. Walking and running down the street. Putting out music for Ujjen on a table from a box to be sold.
Playing soccer, but there's a robot involved. A girl who's not very pretty in college lifting weights. I climb high on 1 and get thrown on my face. Someone's ..... for a movie with pictures of naked girls on it. Someone in a fresh commercial. His owl ran away. There were symbols on buildings. A train stopped and Tom got on. I was supposed to follow.
The Amazon rainforest was sinking below sea level. We were afraid of being fish or birds. I was falling down from the sky. I was swimming to avoid houses the size of castles. I had been blown away from deep water. A fish lands in an old man's house and he exclaims a fish, a fucking fish. I let go of a balloon and they flew into the air. Bill Gates had a UFO. A great mythical battle.
I was talking to Fabian on the phone. I asked him if he was going to an Ivy League school and then told him about everyone I knew who was going to an Ivy League school. But he wasn't on the line anymore. I was in a hospital with a foldout table. I looked in a mirror and I had veins sticking out of my face.
Baseball. Seeing a video of me playing gameboy with others in the stands. Watching football from the stands. Garbage everywhere. People drinking alcohol.
Running with Mark, Nate, and others. Jumping over rocks and doing flips. Fighting a Jewish kid and Nick Wick shows me moves. Someone asked for more money than I have. Sitting outside a house with a red van.
Playing catch with a frisbee. Using the whole wrist. With 2 girls. I run into Sean. I have a box of books I don't want to show him. I look in my backpack and there's a move there I don't remember checking out. I buy gummy worms. I'm on the phone talking to a Megan Meyers to write down upcoming events on a post it note.
Doing physics, applying for a scholarship. A drum that looks like a tub of yogurt. Playing a football video game.
Someone asking midget twin girls to dinner. They say they don't know him. But they're saying you're my friend's uncle's doctor's... Sheela Rajdev. Dropping from a high... There's dynamite there. Someone says it's like running fast. Drills with lots of bits balls falling through. Guy with huge eyebrows.
Working at a restaurant. Doing jump kicks and punches. In a classroom auditorium. They're testing. Say geometry is calculus. A starburst wrapper inside a starburst wrapper. I'm staying at someone's house and they got health food to eat. A huge online list of environmental concers to check. Acupuncture needles mixed with spices. Playing golf, having trouble with the grip.
Sending a letter to Heather that has mango smoothie written on it.
Hoola hooping with a piece of wood. Ninja Turtles football. Writing in my dream journal in purple ink. It's wet. Dad says something mean about Seamus. At a tennis center. Carrying balls on my racket. I don't make it to a court because I can't see.
Baseball player. Football player. Playing bubble bobble with Amanda. Only they have charged shots like mega man. I ordered 3 cds and got a free shirt. Trying to visualize Jamyang. Eating popcorn and talking to my mom about marks.
I was swinging in a gym across the whole thing. I was climbing before that and wanted to find a way to fall down. Golfing, and then I went to walk through campus barefoot. I see Aaron Walker and Josh Davis at the monastery. They cooked a lot of food they call amrita. Fighting Dylan and Daniel. I get a taste. Some of it has meat. Back in Collins class with Yinchin.
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