messages from the sky

I have a job fixing chips in windshields. I met this guy who works for the same person named Gary. He told me he has seen Jesus in person and has been healed by him many times. He told me to read a book called "Face to Face Appearances from Jesus." The book said that anyone who read it would meet with Jesus face to face. The book talked about the authors encounters with Jesus and some other things. I finished the book and had not seen Jesus. I called Gary and asked him what I did wrong and he said a prayer for me to meet with him. I went to tai chi that day and met with Steve. I was telling him about the book and how I hadn't seen Jesus and I was joking with him, you're not Jesus are you? He said he didn't know. I didn't realize Steve was giving the tai chi lessons for free, so I insisted that he take an extra five dollars for himself even though it was hardly anything because he was dedicating a lot of time and effort to me. I called for a ride home from tai chi and on the way home my mom and I saw five orange lights in the sky. They must have been in the atmosphere because they were moving in the sky as we were driving. When we got home we could still see three and they were moving even as we were still. My mom went to get my dad. By the time my Dad got outside the lights had flown away.

It is weird. Sometimes I will stare at the stars lying on my back. I will concentrate as best I can on one star sometimes. Sometimes that one star will appear to be moving in the sky, left, right, up, down. But when I stop focusing on it and stare at all the stars together I see that it is in the same place relative to the other stars so it couldn't have been moving. The Buddhists have this idea of enlightenment, and I don't know if I've ever seen an enlightened human, but undoubtedly the stars are enlightened. So I pray to them. One day I was talking to them, sometimes I call them God, and I was asking to see a sign. I forget what exactly I wanted a sign about. I might have asked for a sign to know if Nichelle is the right person for me, but maybe I was talking about something else, and then this orange streak of light appeared in the sky, a shooting star. It was orange.